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Some Kind of Happiness by Claire Legrand

Some Kind of Happiness by Claire Legrand

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Title: Some Kind of Happiness

Author: Claire Legrand

Published By: Simon Schuster Books for Young Readers (2016)

Synopsis: THINGS FINLEY HART DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT
• Her parents, who are having problems. (But they pretend like they’re not.)
• Being sent to her grandparents’ house for the summer.
• Never having met said grandparents.
• Her blue days—when life feels overwhelming, and it’s hard to keep her head up. (This happens a lot.)
Finley’s only retreat is the Everwood, a forest kingdom that exists in the pages of her notebook. Until she discovers the endless woods behind her grandparents’ house and realizes the Everwood is real–and holds more mysteries than she’d ever imagined, including a family of pirates that she isn’t allowed to talk to, trees covered in ash, and a strange old wizard living in a house made of bones.
With the help of her cousins, Finley sets out on a mission to save the dying Everwood and uncover its secrets. But as the mysteries pile up and the frightening sadness inside her grows, Finley realizes that if she wants to save the Everwood, she’ll first have to save herself. (Taken from Goodreads)

Review:

So much depth contained in the pages of this novel. I was captivated from page one, and soaked in every word. I loved the themes, loved the message, loved the characters, loved the plot. It was confusing and a little hard to understand at turns, but overall it was a satisfying read, full of depth and meaning.

This book tackles a difficult subject, especially considering the target audience is middle grade: depression, anxiety, sadness—but I think the author pulled it off with flying colors. I don’t struggle with these things myself, but the way it was described in Finley’s mind pulled me in to a point where I now feel that I understand what it feels like.

Finley is such a perfect main character for this novel. She’s a kid, she’s mature—but she’s still a kid. Her depression and anxiety is described well, as I’ve said, and she expresses and struggles with it just as you’d expect any eleven-year-old to—with confusion and uncertainty. She’s mature beyond her years, but is still a kid, and for that I absolutely loved her. I totally related to her writerly side—aka, writing scenes in her mind while walking through the forest—and I was hooked by her story of Everwood just as much as I was hooked by the “real life” story. Not to mention it came together perfectly.

This book tackles the issues I’ve mentioned before with skill and maturity, and for this reason I do think the book would better be appreciated for an older audience. Younger kids will read this just fine, but they just might not get it. There are some seriously deep things addressed, things that will fly over kids’ heads but as a teenager I understand.

There were also some darker elements of this book that I’d say the same about—they’ll completely fly over kid’s heads, but older readers will understand, and I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or not. Depression is represented as “Dark Ones” holding onto Finley, and she has to learn to cast them off in order to get rid of her depression and anxiety. At the beginning she holds onto the Dark Ones, too, because she’s scared to let go, but as she grows, she discovers she has to cast them off. This got very dark/deep in there for a while, and though it ended well, I don’t think it was fitting for the designated audience.

Another example is in the beginning while exploring, the kids find an old house, burned down, and three graves by it—the people who used to live there. One of the main plots is trying to figure out what happened. Eventually it’s revealed that Finley’s aunts were having a hard time, went out partying in the woods, got all drunk and accidentally set the house on fire, accidentally killing all three people inside. While this kind of thing I’d say is undoubtedly too dark for the middle grade audience, it was written in a way that will fly over their heads and they really won’t understand it completely—you learn through Finley’s personal perception of it through an Everwood tale, so only more mature and older teens will understand what happened.

However, though, these dark themes are defeated in the end, shoved away and pushed down, overcome by positive themes and ideas of love, forgiveness. One of the most powerful ideas I saw in this book was the idea of loving no matter what. Finley meets a new friend, Jack, who tells her he loves his father, even though his father is a drunkard and mean to him. Finley doesn’t understand how he could love someone who did something so bad. Later, when she suspects her aunt’s secret, she thinks she could never love them if they did it. However, when she does find out, she has a revelation moment when she realizes she does still love them, and that they’re family and that no matter what they do, she’ll always still love them. I loved this scene and concept so much and thought it was such a positive and brilliant message to send, fitting in well with the plot nonetheless. This came in in other ways, too, such as the plotline with Finley’s grandparents disowning her father and her parents’ divorce (which I didn’t get, because it seemed like they were doing fine). It was such powerful themes about family and love and forgiveness.

It seriously was such an unique and creative plotline, full of originality and spark. I do think now, though, that this definitely should be marketed towards an older audience–it’s just too much for younger kids and it will completely go over their heads. This is a beautiful and brilliant book, however, so I do believe it is important, I just don’t think it’s really fitting for the audience it’s designed for. My main setback was it just had a bit too much darkness/creepiness for my taste…it was eerily realistic, and even though it was defeated and I get why it’s there, to represent the dark things Finley struggles with, I just personally don’t like reading about too much darkness. I did really appreciate the ending and defeat, however.

Notes:

Mentioned above. Some darker themes.

Rating: 4.0 / 5.0

Recommended to: Ages 12+.

Sara Lost and Found by Virginia Castleman

Sara Lost and Found by Virginia Castleman

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Title: Sara Lost and Found

Author: Virginia Castleman

Published By: Aladdin (2016)

Synopsis: Sisters Anna and Sara must rely on each other for strength as they face being separated by the foster care system in this heartwrenching tale of sisterhood, family, and survival.
Sara and Anna Olsen face an uncertain world. Their mother left home and may—or may not—be coming back. Their father is a drummer in a band and comes home long after the girls go to sleep—if he comes home at all. Too often, ten-year-old Sara and twelve-year-old Anna are left to fend for themselves. Then one night, three loud knocks at the door change everything: their father is in jail and social services has come to take the girls away. Rather than risk being split up, Sara and Anna decide their only option is to run away.
But the girls don’t get very far, and when the authorities catch up with them, Sara and Anna are forced back into the foster care system. Along the way, the girls encounter good people who want to help them but they also meet people who have no patience for mistakes or accidents. As Anna begins to act out or withdraw completely, Sara knows that it’s up to her to take care of her older sister. But what if she can’t anymore? What if she finds a forever home that may not include Anna? Will Sara keep the promise she made to her mother to stay with her sister or will she find the courage to do what’s best for herself?
Inspired by true events, this heartrending and hopeful novel of survival, friendship, and sisterhood, tells the tale of two sisters who must find the strength to face anything that life may throw their way.
(Taken from Goodreads)

Review:

I was pleasantly surprised by how much I enjoyed this book!

I haven’t read a lot of foster-kid books, so this is the first one I’ve read in a while. It was sweet and touching and I found myself eagerly awaiting when I could get back to reading it. The characters drew me in, and I couldn’t wait to see what they did next.

The story focuses on ten-year-old Sara, and her sister Anna. Sara and Anna haven’t had the best experiences growing up—their parents constantly had problems, and eventually their mom disappeared. It was okay for a little while with their dad, but then he disappeared, too, and turns out it’s because he’s been sent to prison. So the girls are shuffled into foster care—first to stay with Ben and Rachel, some of their favorite people, and then to two different homes, both which are decent in their own way.  Along the way, Sara begins to discover things about herself and her sister.

I thought the author captured Sara’s feelings of being lost and alone so well; the tone of the story sounded perfectly like a ten-year-old. This backfired a bit, for the writing was only decent—ten year olds can only think so advanced—but it was true to real life, which I thought was done well. Sara sounded like a very realistic ten-year-old with ten-year-old struggles outside even the foster home situation.

To be honest, I was a little disappointed in the ending from the standpoint that I cheered Sara on when she fought for her sister, and I wanted to see them reunited, together, adopted. The message I felt was sent was more what was best for Anna, even if it meant she was “locked up,” somewhere and apart from Sara, and I get that aspect of what’s best for Anna and not holding her back—but I don’t necessarily think that message was necessarily exactly accurate or true to real life, and definitely not the ending or message any of the readers were rooting for.

On the other hand, I did like the ending because it did tie together well and served a good, positive ending and growth for Sara, and considering the book is focused around Sara, it was done well. I was simply disappointed in the Anna subplot, which was built up to be more than a subplot, and then disappeared back into subplot before being really brought together. I did love Sara’s growth as a character, though.

So overall, I really did enjoy this book, I just thought the whole foster-care system thing was painted too happily. For a book about foster care that turned out good, this book did amazing. It just didn’t seem to match up with what I thought it was going to be reading about. Then again, you can only write so deep when you’re writing to kids.

Rating: 4.0 / 5.0

Recommended to: Ages 8+.

The Negotiator by Dee Henderson

The Negotiator by Dee Henderson

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Title: The Negotiator (O’Malley, #1)

Author: Dee Henderson

Published By: Tyndale House Publishers (2005)

Synopsis: FBI agent Dave Richman from Danger in the Shadows is back. He’s about to meet Kate O’Malley, and his life will never be the same. She’s a hostage negotiator. He protects people. He’s about to find out that falling in love with a hostage negotiator is one thing, but keeping her safe is another!
Introducing the O’Malleys, an inspirational group of seven, all abandoned or orphaned as teens, who have made the choice to become a loyal and committed family. They have chosen their own surname, O’Malley, and have stood by each other through moments of joy and heartache. Their stories are told in CBA best-selling, inspirational romantic suspense novels that rock your heart and restore strength and hope to your spirit. (Taken from Goodreads)

Review:

What a deep, amazing, suspenseful, captivating novel…

This book was so hard to grasp at times. Some adult novels are easily understood by younger audiences, but this one was over my head—in a good way—in a lot of sections; there was a lot going on and a lot to keep track of. Sometimes I needed to reread, and sometimes I just plowed through because there were lots of handy and clever recaps—characters telling others what’s going on and such. There was so much going on that I never would have put together a lot of it or understood it without those characters talking about it nonstop.

Chracters: I loved Kate. She’s so determined and straightforward. She knows what she needs to do, and she does it. She doesn’t want people worrying about her, fretting over her; she’s independent and she intends to stay that way. She’s insightful, and she’s very, very smart. She thinks everything through, but she’s not bossy or controlling. She simply does what needs to be done.

Dave was a great addition to the storyline. I didn’t like him at first, but his character grew on me. Additionally, I loved the entire O’Malley clan. They were all awesome. We didn’t get development on all of them, but the ones we did get to know were unforgettable.

The plotline of this book was incredible. It was smart and structured so detailed that I wonder how the author ever came up with it; it was such an unique storyline. Hostage negotiator caught up in a crime that involves bombs and also her childhood and an event that happened two weeks earlier? I’m in awe of the author’s talent in tying every loose string and bringing into play background things such as Kate’s past. It came together so skillfully!

The romance that happens between Kate and Dave is sweet and clean. Their conversations and debates are the best! Their comments and sarcastic notes had me laughing out loud. They’re so perfect for each other, and I was so happy they had acknowledged that by the end.

I also loved the Christian aspects; presented in a subtle way at first but then coming in as a part of the plot. Kate’s decision to accept Christ seems as apart of her character as anything else she’s done, mostly because up until then you have felt her hopelessness and pain so well it’s like your own. It just makes sense.

I loved the way the book ended, too—lighthearted and funny, everything tied up and put behind them. It was a perfect ending.

Rating: 5.0 / 5.0

Recommended to:   Highly, highly recommended for anyone looking for a good suspense/crime novel or even just a good novel in general—I never thought I’d like the crime/suspense genre, but I loved this book. I would say ages 14+ not because of content but because of reading level.

Glass Girl by Laura Anderson Kirk

Glass Girl by Laura Anderson Kirk

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Title: Glass Girl

Author: Laura Anderson Kirk

Published By: Playlist Young Adult Fiction (2013)

Synopsis: The ice cold fear I’d felt, not knowing if Wyatt was alive, pressed into the wall with other girls and surrounded by guys who were unspeakably brave, hit my body again in a wave. This was trauma–the gift that keeps on giving.
When Meg Kavanagh finds herself in the unthinkable role of grieving sister, she discovers some harsh truths–parents aren’t perfect, life’s not always sweet, and the dead don’t write back. Her famous artist mom grieves by slowly disappearing, and her dad copes by moving them to a small town in Wyoming.
What she finds in Wyoming blindsides her.
His name is Henry Whitmire, and he shows Meg that the best things in life–like falling in love and finding mercy–require uncommon courage.
From young adult author Laura Anderson Kurk comes a heartfelt story with bittersweet intensity and emotional storytelling. (Taken from Goodreads)

Review:

This was quite a read! I was captivated by the characters. While it was a little slow in the beginning, once I got into the flow of the story, I was hooked.

At the beginning, I was a little unsure of the story. It took a while for me to grasp the concept of the plot and what exactly it was; the few few chapters is just Meg’s emotions and memories, and not much really happens besides a bit of curiosity built up over Wyatt. After that, however, the story really picked up speed and before long I couldn’t put it down.

I loved the descriptive writing, the way the author drew the reader in so well. Everything was very realistic, very believable, and very touching. There’s mystery enough to keep reading, yes, but more, you read for the characters, to get to know Meg and Tennyson and Henry. Yet, if that’s not enough on its own to keep you reading, there’s also these subplots creeping in, of her mom and then of Tennyson’s issues and of course the romance.

I really, really liked the way the author did the Christian themes in this story. It wasn’t up in your face, but the answers are there, given naturally in response to the character’s questions, which is always the best way to reveal things. It was subtle but strong, sent all the right messages while still retaining a subtle feel. I especially liked this because I feel too many authors these days are trying to make super Christian-dominated books, but those books will never reach the ones they’re trying to reach. This book’s messages are subtle enough to not irriate the unbeliever, but strong enough to make them think, and I thought in this way the author was incredibly smart and talented in her way of revealing this.

I did have some negatives, though. I didn’t like Tennyson and kept waiting for a message to be sent about hanging with the wrong crowd, but that never came, so that was a disappointment. I was also very disappointed about the relationship between Henry and Meg. They’re a sweet couple, sure, and yes, things stay clean, but they’re kissing an awful lot for not even being sure if they’re going to date. Even when it is established they are in love, that doesn’t change the fact they kissed before Meg was sure they were, and so I was disappointed in the message it sent about that.

Overall:

I thought it was a great book. A bit slow at the beginning, but impossible to put down once you get started. Satisfying ending but realistic, and all tied together well. I’m not sure I’ll read the sequel if it’s all romance, but I do love the characters enough to consider it.

Rating: 5.0 / 5.0

Recommended to: Ages 12+

Entwined by Heather Dixon

Entwined by Heather Dixon

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Title: Entwined

Author: Heather Dixon

Published By: Greenwillow Books (2011)

Synopsis: Just when Azalea should feel that everything is before her—beautiful gowns, dashing suitors, balls filled with dancing—it’s taken away. All of it. And Azalea is trapped. The Keeper understands. He’s trapped, too, held for centuries within the walls of the palace. So he extends an invitation.
Every night, Azalea and her eleven sisters may step through the enchanted passage in their room to dance in his silver forest, but there is a cost. The Keeper likes to keep things. Azalea may not realize how tangled she is in his web until it is too late. (Taken from Goodreads)

Review:

Not sure what I thought of this book.

Yes, the writing was good. The author’s descriptive language was great, and she did a great job with the aspect of fairy-tale retelling—giving a well-known fairy tale like Twelve Dancing Princesses a distinct, unique, individual feel, so much so that it was probably halfway through before it connected in my mind that it was a retelling at all. The author wrote it so uniquely and beautifully, staying so true to the original story while still giving her own crazy spin.

The characters were good. Azalea was relatable enough, and considering there were eleven sisters, they were all developed well. I liked Bramble best, because I found her personality was the strongest pull on the story.

A few things didn’t make much sense to me, such as Lily, who seemed to go from newborn to somewhat independent in three pages. Maybe it was just fairy-tale life, but it didn’t seem too realistic that a newborn could just sit in her bassinet and grow perfectly into a happy, toddling toddler without extended and extra help from her sisters. In that sense, this book could seem stereotypical. Similarly, lots of things happened really fast and were kind of unbelievable.

My main big problem with the book was the ghostly, spiritual aspect. Characters talk about souls, and they see ghosts, and a dead king kept alive for years is plotting to kill someone. A character morphs forms to pretend to be a dead mother with her mouth sewn shut, then tries to decieve Azalea. A conflict during this part of the story—and I guess the rest of the book too—was the scare that “someone would steal their souls”. It wasn’t portrayed in exactly positive tone, and it became very strange very quickly, without much warning. It didn’t really reflect the good things, I felt, but rather painted it creepily just for the sake of creepy. Maybe some people like this, but it had too much darkness in it for me.

Overall:

It wasn’t necessarily a bad book, but I found it just didn’t exactly portray the right/positive things but instead seemed to dwell on the negative and dark side of things. True, Azalea and her sisters definitely know the wrong from the right; overall, though, the story, despite its good points, just had too much darkness in it for me.

Rating: 2.0 / 5.0

Recommended to: Not recommended.

A Time to Speak by Nadine Brandes

A Time to Speak by Nadine Brandes

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Title: A Time to Speak (Out of Time, #2)

Author: Nadine Brandes

Published By: Enclave Publishing (2015)

Synopsis: What happens when you live longer than you wanted to?
Parvin Blackwater wanted to die, but now she’s being called to be a leader. The only problem is, no one wants to follow.
The Council is using Jude’s Clock-matching invention to force “new-and-improved” Clocks on the public. Those who can’t afford one are packed into boxcars like cattle and used for the Council’s purposes. Parvin and Solomon team up to rescue the people. Instead, they find themselves on a cargo ship of Radicals headed out to sea. What will the Council do to them? And why are people suddenly dying before their Clocks have zeroed-out?
(Taken from Goodreads)

Review:

A Time to Speak ruined my life. But it was simultaneously one of the best books I’ve ever read.

Where to even begin?

First of all, if you haven’t read the first book yet, please refrain from reading this review, because there are spoilers everywhere. If you have read the 1st, I’ve kept this spoiler-free from the second.

EVERYTHING about this book was BEAUTIFUL.

Okay, so the book is 400+ pages, yet never once did I feel it was drawn out. This is a huge rarity for me, being drawn-out books are practically my #1 pet peeve next to stereotypical dystopians. I’m sick and tired of YA dystopian novels, but this series was unlike any YA dystopian I’ve ever read, to an extent that it hardly even felt like a dystopian at all. It has a definite YA feel to it, but it’s definitely not limited to that age, either.

I’ll start with one negative—I didn’t really get the love interest between Solomon and Parvin. Sure, it’s well-written, well-described, cute, and clean, but I just didn’t get it. It seemed to come out of nowhere. Actually, now that I think about it, the one weakness in this series would probably be the romance because though it’s written well, it just feels weak. I did like it, I just didn’t get it all the time.

This story, just like the first, was incredibly well-structured. Scenes are well-developed and to the point. Every big event leads into the next. The bad guys are vicious, but not predictable—just like it would be in real life. I’m a writer, so I see plot twists a lot, but this book had me totally unaware most of the time, wondering what the plot twist would be, and I never figured it out until it happened. This was a huge positive for me.

The setting was clever and described realistically. I mean, Antarctica? Cities like Lost Angel in where California is? The creativity of this author never stops! Everything stayed so true to real life while also staying so true to the dystopian setting. Lots of characters come and go, but never once was it hard to keep track of things.

Characters? I LOVED PARVIN. She’s so incredible, so unique, and so independent. She’s smart and clever and loves God and trying to do the right thing.

And the ENDING. NO. THE ENDING. THIS IS NOT OK WITH ME. (I’ve kindly removed spoilers for your reading connivence here, but they are included in my review on Goodreads if you’d like to read my reaction to the ending and how it ruined my life.)

Overall:

Bottom line? I simultaneously hate it with every fiber of my being and love it so much I’m going to read it over and over for the rest of  my life. I’ve never had a book series affect me this much before! Read it. You won’t regret it! Counting down till book 3!

Notes:

Though it is 100% clean and everything is portrayed in a wholesome light, there are some mentions to more romantic things—Parvin thinks that her love, Solomon, has just said that he wants to sleep with her, and her heart begins to race. It turns out he didn’t say that, though, and nothing happens.

Rating: 5.0 / 5.0

Recommended to: All fans of A Time to Die. This is not a sequel to be missed.